It's falling into place And everything I love is in my hands I'm finally alive It's falling into place The wind inside my head is almost passed I feel so unafraid of everything that I once was May it always be that way And I am like a wave I'm taking back every grain of sand As I wish Oh as I can But if it falls into place Who are you to tell me it cannot Who are you What is your name What is your name What is your name What is your name What is your name What is your name What is your name What is your name What is your name

Steal my essence And throw me down the stairs See how far I can run Before ripping out my hair I'm moving faster than I can feel And my blood is pumping fast It'll harness every breath it steals And eases up my past Well I'm waiting for a Goosebumps demon A Goosebumps demon To come down And see The world before it all gets worse As it was meant to be for me For me Well I'm waiting on a Goosebumps demon A Goosebumps demon Oh It hurts It hurts Oh it hurts Well I would rather scream Than be this tethered I'll never dream Of something better I need a scapegoat I need a scapegoat It's something real Or some monster A mind to steal A mind to wander Well I am patiently dissociating I'm mindfully decomposing I'm spending each second dreading something I don't even know if it's something I can feel But I need a scapegoat I need a scapegoat

I'm all ears today my dear If words displace this darkness year A lightning bolt cuts my shadow a shape The shape of a hare standing in place My darling Endless waiting For something starting I'm waiting for hope Oh now I see Your eyes are looking through me I know It feels so scary not to feel But if we stop feeling together We could get so loud With our legs kicking around I'm staring Into something That makes me freezing It's frozen in my mouth Your bunny ears fell off your face Your bunny ears fell off your face Your bunny ears fell off your face Your bunny ears fell off your face

I said I wanted to go Because black smoke Isn't my style And then your head burst it into flames A forest fire A forest fire There were ashes burning through my head Oh and my lungs were filling with electricity And then your hands, gripped my neck I felt the cold hard ground Again And again And again What is being defeated How can I not do that again Let's be different people From that time to this And let's find something Anything That helps me move on That helps me move on Oh! And if I can't What do I do What does that make me And how can I go Am I still a human being Oh am I still a human being Am I still a human?

It's gonna bubble now So concentrate It just needs to settle down Why can't this wait Cause in my head The silence The silence is bare And me To you I am unaware What is wrong This hot room This blue moon The loudest boom The flowers not bloomed The heartache ensued The light from the moon The light from this room The light from this room

Say my name And wish me nothing but The best instead Of crying in my bed The world will turn And yours remains the same As it was in your head Your expectations turn to mud The sun Is drying through your skull And you can't believe that where you are Is where you ended up That where you are is where you ended up That where you are Is where you are Is where you are Is where you are Is where you are Is where you are Is where you are That where you are Is where you are Is where you are Is where you are Is where you are Is where you are Is where you are Is where you are Is where you are Is where you are Is where you are Is where you are Is where you are

The words coming out your mouth Have never been spoken before And if you could see how I look right now I'd look like a silhouette on the door And if I blink I'm in a new world The door could close And my life would unfurl So goodbye And goodnight And with my clutching fist I'll see you in my dreams If life is such a tragedy You'll die with me Or see me in your sleep With bloody eyes And flooded lips It feels so good To be again But it feels Like it's the end of the road Well maybe it is Well maybe it is But hell that's dreams! Spiraling into me And acting out some scenes That couldn't be Anywhere else It's a safety It's a feeling (It's a tragedy) It's a dream So goodbye And goodnight And with my clutching fist I'll see you in my dreams If life is such a tragedy You'll die with me Or see me in your sleep

Teenage suicide Like fingers on your lips Until the chilling wind arrives With flooded eyes and static hips You are sane You are sane Teenage suicide A hot poker in your brain Until you gotta say goodnight For the last time For the last last time The last last time The last last time The last last time The last last time The last last time The last last time The last last time Isolation in this master nation Is old enough to drink and drive To tear apart my loving eyes Like fear Right here Right now Right here Right now

Oh I am stranded on the floor Listening to sirens all around me I'm lifting up Again today I'm burning brightly And listening idly As I wait The lights are blinding And I will wake But it gets dark as my eyes dilate Is this the way Is this my day I'm feeling signals in my head Bringing fury that's moving right through me I'm heating up Again today I boil nicely I'm keeping tidy As I wait For something bigger coming my way I've got it made The world is save But is this everything that comes to mind I don't think so These parallel seconds Are plummeting through my life And eating away my pride I'm feeling tired I'm uninspired I'm feeling everything at once The fires burning away my words And eating all this hurt Like magic It's so tragic To feel everything you love move At the same time At the same time At the same time At the same time At the same time At the same time Oh at the same time

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Over and over and over and over again Over I'm spinning so fast That my neck will break Clean in half But what does that make me What does that make me What does that make me Over and over and over again And over and over and over again I want to be who I want to be And if I can't no, No I don't want it for anybody else What does that make me What does that mean for me What does that make me If I can't lie Next to you Maybe I shouldn't be I shouldn't be And if I can't hear What you said to me Then maybe I should grow I should grow But what if I can't I'm seeded beneath this frame of comfort And spinning in circles I should leave I should leave (The palisades can't walk on my hair And the blisters in your eyes are colored fingers Bending in the wake Bleeding like a fake diamond Speeding interested on the sparrow With a knife held deeply in my hand A red wave crushing violently with songbirds They are singing songs about nightmares And the clouds are stating to be linear with the sun Streaming down my face Like a photographic memory Flowering as a blade of grass when they first witness murder And when an acorn falls from a tree My nails covered in dirt The empathy that played with sound intuitively to keep me safe A callus act of hatred towards the one I loved Bleeding violently purple blood like its never left the vein It feels like I did nothing wrong) I thought you saw me (Shrouded in color were the tiles floating like they were nothing) The lull came through your window again (I walk through them silently) It gave you a headache (Burrowing the clothes from my body) It caused your temper to grow (They seem to be standing without me) Again and again (Steady are the strands of hair playing with shells) Too hot for this room (Stepping on rocks Eating condensation Darkening the fragrance of the waterfalls The palisades) What did it tell you (As the infrared wave waltz picks me up) Anything of interest (And swings me in the yellow-white stars from the deep purple) Something personal or two (My lungs are left behind) The seasons are changing again (It seems I had died in that moment) Something is slipping (Left wallowing like a ghost in the snow) Where did it go (Outside with no house to haunt I followed myself) Where did it go (And ended up on the side of a hill Where the ocean looked beautiful And where I could see the rocks at the bottom Spikey and bold) I found your head hanging (Statues made like toothpicks) Like some Christmas decoration (Tall like a Shepard Bleak like dread) It's so unappealing (The curling waves promised me nothing like I believed) To see your rot in such dismay (They were gone so soon) It feels like a fever (They were innocent and I was guilty) It feels underappreciated (I fell through the ocean water) I know I loved you (It felt like air I could feel my eyes starting to blister) It's not hum drum It's not hum drum (I no longer have a brain) It's not a lull It's not hum drum (And then it just ended And eventually I became the infrared wave waltz Like it was nothing)

Say your here From another world Say your in love With another girl Oh the spaces in between our hearts is full of Infrared radiation Oh this is not This is not the way I promise you It would go today Well now I'm A few ticks off the center And I'm a top Spinning with intention And when your eyes roll into your head You say "Love's the mother of invention" Oh this is not This is not the way I'm supposed to live But who am I to say What did it come to Why can't I feel you What if I can't control Myself I know your listening I know your singing It bleeds into my soul Too much Is this a séance Are you a phantom Is there a payoff Is there a ransom Am I distracting Am I learning Is this a beating Is this a beating Is this uncertain Is there meaning Why are you here Why are you here What is your name What is your name What is your name What is your name I know your name Oh my Stormy! You can't control me I don't love you I don't need your spinning eyes Peering through me No more No more No more